NO SEX!
Could the hottest looking man be completely disinterested in sex?
Every night I go through the same ritual and every night I'm denied. The man, my man, whom I'm crazily attracted to, love and desire, wants pretty much nothing to do with me most days. I'm lucky if he shows interest in me two times a month and that means I'm really lucky. Usually, I complain, we fight, and he finally gives in the next day. And then, it's horrible sex!
It is horrible having to beg my husband for sex and then the sex is boring, routine, and the same each time. The actual act of having sex consists of him laying on his side, me having my legs over him masturbating. I make sure I please myself during that time so that I get something out of it. And no, I have tried to spice it up but he will not budge. No romance, no crazy spontaneous things, no kissing, nothing! There is no foreplay, no kissing, and God forbid he actually touches me. It's like he freezes up whenever we start . Forget about oral or french kissing? He doesn't even seem to enjoy when I do oral on him and he has never done it to me - never!
So, here I am; laying in bed alone again - wondering if he will possibly join me but most likely he will not and I will spend another night frustrated and lonely.
Could the hottest looking man be completely disinterested in sex?
Every night I go through the same ritual and every night I'm denied. The man, my man, whom I'm crazily attracted to, love and desire, wants pretty much nothing to do with me most days. I'm lucky if he shows interest in me two times a month and that means I'm really lucky. Usually, I complain, we fight, and he finally gives in the next day. And then, it's horrible sex!
It is horrible having to beg my husband for sex and then the sex is boring, routine, and the same each time. The actual act of having sex consists of him laying on his side, me having my legs over him masturbating. I make sure I please myself during that time so that I get something out of it. And no, I have tried to spice it up but he will not budge. No romance, no crazy spontaneous things, no kissing, nothing! There is no foreplay, no kissing, and God forbid he actually touches me. It's like he freezes up whenever we start . Forget about oral or french kissing? He doesn't even seem to enjoy when I do oral on him and he has never done it to me - never!
So, here I am; laying in bed alone again - wondering if he will possibly join me but most likely he will not and I will spend another night frustrated and lonely.
